winter break

So much to update about! Well firstly and most importantly, it's finally winter break!! And now the updates: so I was supposed to go to church by 7am today so I could take that little test for 새래 받는거. And I even set my alarm and everything, but OMFG. My dumbass forgot to turn the alarm ON. So when I woke up it was freaking like 8 something and augh. And plus my phone's dc'ed so I couldn't even call or get in contact with my 목사님 and idk how I'm gonna explain my irresposibility to them o..o Scary thought. Gah idk why this is getting to me, I guess it's cus I've been avoiding it for like the past 3 years <_<; I'm so stupid -_-;

Vision in a few days, I'm so excitedddd. PACKINGGGG!! Seriously, who doesn't love packing... that's like the best part of a trip :D

And lastly...of course what would a blog be without guys? -_-; So... basically, I'm really confused. /: Sometimes I'm in that flirting mood yknow? (LOL, on a side note. It's interesting to know there's someone exactly like me.) But ANYWAYS.. when the guy starts talking about getting closer, I just.. FREAK. I mean I guess I'm just content with knowing that they like me, and I know that's reallllly messed up. But idk, that's just how I am for now. When the guy tells me all these things he'll do for me, and all the things he wants to do with me, oh my god. I swear, I start having a panic attack. DJKFHSKAFJAS.. hopefully someone will come along for me too. :) But seriously, I hate it when guys are so transparent ._. Like.. you know exactly what they're talking about?? Idk.. but yeah. BORINGGGG. I guess that's it, although it's only 3:05pm. OH OH OH. Omg I lost my phone again aughhh D: I left it on the bus cus I guess it fell outta my pocket.. and I was texting the person with my phone and wow -o- He was being such a motherfucking ASSHOLE. He was like, gimme 70 bucks. And all that shit, tryna negotiate. So then I told him okay I'll pay you, even though I wasn't gonna. But then he just stoppped texting me.. and I had to d/c it T_T FML. I swear I use half of all my money and my stupid phone.