scary shit

or atleast to me
holy shit lemme tell youuuu

so i was on westerm & 4th at 8:30. waited a while but the bus didn't come do i just walked to wilshire & western. THEN i'm fucking waiting for the fucking 710 which doesn't even come after 1hr and 30 minutes! so i ride the 207 and go straight down to adams. FUCKING then the bus didn't come there, and by then it's like 10:40-ish? so i fucking run my ass off to my house, FML.

complicated

everything is so complicated! and when i mean everything, i mean everything from boys, to friends, to tests! everything is just pissing me off and making me tireddd. :T i DO want to do well on the final exams, but i'm seriously not doing jackshit to study for it.. and ugh. EVERYTHING IS SO COMPLICATED!

6:28 AM

woke up so early, i actually have time left before going to schoolwtf? wasn't i so tired yesterday? well anyways, not going to community service today! i can't >o< so tireddd, ever since monday i slept at like2-3AM cus i had to finish hw, and i STILL didn't do some. man i hope finals just pass by as i sleep in every class -_-. (or attempt to). well anyways, so much stress these days. and this is the kind of post i should post in my blog but i totally forgot and now i'm lazy to do that too. wish everything were easier.

and wow, i saw this piece of news from a sort of long time ago. a really fat girl drank milk and nothing else and lost SHITLOAD of weight to meet superjunior on starking. and she did, and she took a picture with kangin and posted it up on her cyworld. and then here come all these stupid bitches that start to blackmail her and even threaten/bully her. you know, stuff like "be careful at night", and all this cus she took a freaking PICTURE with kangin. just goes to show what kind of world we live in, right?

andddd, i guess i wasn't lazy after alll. this was originally s'posed to be a bulletin on myspace (:

i wish

i could be more like you
and enjoy life
:)
but unfortuantely
i love a million miles away from school
and i do not own a dog
:)

i've simply

given up. literally -o-. my school life is so stressing, because i can't catch up with any of my classes. i wish life were easier.

winter break's OVER

School is so..boring. I didn't even go on Monday first of all. And then Tuesday I went starting second period and WOW. I was expecting like you know, welcome back and yadada. But it was just like a normal day, as if winter break didn't even happen. Actually, no one was even TALKING about it. what happened? Wasn't everyone so saaaaad because it was over? Anyways~ Wow I seriously needa catch my ass uppp (to Chemistry.) Haha, that's the only class I can't understand right now, due to the fact that SHE GAVE A LESSON ON THE FIRST DAY BACK AND I MISSED IT. So now I'm stuck with her stupid accent for 54 minutes, not even understanding what the hell she's talking about with all the molecular formuals and shit. I hate being behind T.T And Korean 3's such a drag now! So lazy to even study the vocabulary words and read the stories. And then when test time comes around, bam! LOL.

Okay so now today's Wednesday, and I'm trying to get my old sleeping habit back. I have to start sleeping at like, 9 so I can get enough sleeeeeep. AND I have stupid community service Tuesdays, Wednesdays, and Thursdays. RAWRRRRR. And today was Wednesday! But we have a mandatory meeting at Friday since our beloved couselour, Andy Rodriguez, is leaving us! Hahaha, parataaaaay ;D Literally~ No work, so happpppy. Now I think I'm going to work weekends, so yeap. D: Aaaaaaand, wow this blog thing is seriously cool. I can rant and I don't have to mind what I'm saying or how boring I get :D LOL~ Okay so yeah, it's 8:57 RIGHT THIS SECOND, and i'm soo tempted to watch East of Eden but I know if I do I'm probably gonna stay up till like 2 AM. Might as well stop on the boring part! Hahaha, okay so I'm finished now. Bye you guys, and no school monday WHOOHOO!

church lock-in

was kinda boring o_o but fun too! tahahaha, nothing exciting happened though T.T winking mafia is SO fun >o<; sooooo.. yeah nothing else. these posts are getting shorter and shorter..

2009!

whew i almost forgot to post! ahahaha so it's finally 2009.. and i worked today -o- but friends came so it was really nice ♥ mmm well not much happened today except i got a vest! i've always wanted/needed oneee :D tahahaha~ okay so that's it for today, bye you guys (: btw, 새해 복 많이 받으세용~ whoohoo!


HAPPY NEW YEARS!