September 30, 2009

internet

Internet is one important word. I wonder how people would live without it; how people would live without knowing every single thing going on about everyone. Where else would they find out homework, play games, or even hook up? I read a blog about a girl that deactivated her facebook account, and she doesn't regret it. Which, of course, got me thinking: What would I do without facebook... which lead to the bigger question >> What would I do without my computer... It's true. These days, people don't call each other. Girls don't wait all day by the phone for their crush to call, they wait for a text, or an online message, right? I know that's what I do. Let's face it, internet makes things MUCH easier.

I'm not saying everyone should cut off all ties with their internet.. I guess it's just something to think about. I mean.. think about college. Studying takes up the whole night, where will you get the time to check your facebook and chat every 10 minutes? Then the next day, when you're taking your Microbiology Test, your head will be filled with information on who Bob hung out with, and those (gasp!) scandalous deeds he did on Saturday night. Or what really happened between Jen and Brad at the party. Are these going to help you answer those essay questions?

I guess what I'm trying to say is, would you be able to take a break from your computer? I go crazy when my internet stops working, even for a day. Those are the days you'll find me at the library, frantically searching for a computer that hasn't been signed up for already. (I know you guys all know what I mean.)


EHHH, I guess everyone has different opinions.
Besides.. this was just a random thought that came to me. :)

September 29, 2009

i knew itttt

11:11 is so fake
Another fail.
I knew it was gonna be like this, idk why I always get myself into the SAME situation. I should realize it by now. :T I wish there was a "DANGER!" sign on anyone that has the potential to damage my heart. It'd be a big help.

Yes yes, so melodramatic.
But true.
(I think I hate you,
but when you talk to me, a smile appears, weird.)


It's like quicksand;
Once you start sinking, you can't stop...
And while you're under...
Everything about him pressing on you...
Until you crumble.

September 28, 2009

Secret Valentine

We the Kings!

I think I like someone again... x_x Talking to him makes me so happy! I feel empty if I go a day without contacting him :D I don't know if it's mutual though... :o It would SUCK if I was doing my 짝사랑 shit again. :T

"Maybe if I change...",
those words should never have to be spoken, by anyone.

On a side note, I just sprayed bug spray all over my room. (So many ants!) And now I'm feeling kinda dizzy from inhaling all those toxic fumes. Gonna go shower, and clear my head. :) I HATE ANTS!!! D:

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Last week was a blur of changing classes. Not really, but it sounds cool 8) Obviously, my Korean teacher was successful in kicking me out -m-. Changed to Service, but Ms. Haggerman kept telling me it was a waste of my time, and blah blah blah. So I signed up for JROTC since I failed PE miserably last year >_<. And this year, they were close to closing down, so you don't have to cut your hair or wear the uniform :D Hehehe, easy PE credits >.> Anyways, Brenda did something weird to her ankle, I hope she feels better and comes on Tuesday! Oh, and this whole no school on Monday thing is gong great 8)


LOL, last update but DAMN LMFAO. I was bored (obviously), so I started looking through my old posts... it's so funny! I sound so unlike myself o_o I wish I could erase it ALL D: But I'll keep them for the memories. :)

Life without you is like a broken pencil, pointless.

September 23, 2009

The Realm of Possibilites

by David Levithan.
This is such an amazing book. The beginning is kinda eh, but what book is fun right off the bat? (Seriously.) THIS BOOK IS SO AMAZING. I'm so happy I chose to read it during SSR. Let me repeat myself, THIS BOOK IS AMAZING.

20 stories, all unqiue and different in their own way. They all come from the same place.. so how can they be so different? Amaaaaaaaaazing.

September 21, 2009

Hi...... errr hi.

I hate those awkward moments. You spot someone at the waaaay end of the hall, and you instinctively say hi. Then those remaining 20-30 feet are spent walking towards each other.. whether you're looking at each other or not, I wouldn't know. But damn... that is ONE AWKWARD MOMENT.

Also the whole going to the same side, and trying to move out of the way.. unsucessfully is awkward too. :)

September 13, 2009

whoooo!

Who knew?! Hahaha.
This is such a great feeling! :)
But I know I'm gonna feel guilty later...

I hate double-edged swords! /:




But for now...
:D

September 11, 2009

she said

Daddy what's wrong? He just get drunk and high
Mommy what we gonna do? She just get drunk and cry


Yeah, no I'm not having parent troubles. :x I just really like this song :) Anyways~ Yeaaah... I don't really have anything to update with today o_o


If I had one wish...

September 10, 2009

i'm a Junior :)

Nothing to be really excited about. But I still kinda was.. hehe. Well actually I was supposed to update this yesterday! So now it's my second day. But anyways, all my classes are so booooring!!

1st period, English. Omfg, I swear my counselor hates me! I dropped APENG, and he put me in a regular English class. I used to think there was no difference between H English and Regular English, but I was so wrong.. on the schedule it comes out as "Lit Comp" or something, and a girl thought she was in Computer class... sigh. And I'm scared to ask Furlong to change it, cus he's so pissed that everyone's tryna change their schedules :(

2nd period, AP Calculus. Sigh, what did I expect? Haha, it's not bad, I just don't get anything. And the teacher's kind of creepy... but anyways. Yeap, I forgot everything for Trig. There was 30 (?) questions for "homework" and I did about.. 7 of em. UGH. I can tell I'm not gonna be passing with flying colors on that one...

3rd period, Korean 1A for Non-Heritage. Lmfao, easy peasy! But... unfortuantely I took Korean 3 with a (barely passing) C, so Yoon's super pissed at me for signing up for Korean 1A for fun. He's tryna kick me out, eshh!! Stupid teacher -o-

4th period, Physics! First, and maybe only, normal class. Although the teacher's not that normal... and I sit in the back. D: Why are they giving mature, grown up high school students assigned seats? Hahaha. ;) Anyways yeaah.. nothing to hate about this class, except he requires a 1" binder... bleck!

5th period, H U.S. History.. the teacher's pretty bomb. :p Mr. Babatunde-bey~ He's really funny, or so I think! Haha, his explanation of the rules and dress code was pretty hilarious. It was, in fact, so funny that a girl started crying! Hehe<3 But yeah.. it seems like a reallllly easy class. The quizzes... are GROUP quizzes. As in you're in a group of 4, and you can share your answers with everyone o_o And get this.. the regular class gets to use their books and notes... and now I'm confused. Aren't quizzes supposed to test your knowledge? Emphasis on your.. better for me. ;)


And finally, 6th period, Computer class. Man, I thought this would be a bombass class, and fun fun fun. But damnn, everything from the old ass computers, to the cooky teacher, to the over-crowded room just screams BORING. The teacher has a learning disability, and he's dyslexic. And, he tends to yell when we're watching a video that we're supposed to have a quiz on, so you can't even hear anything. He moves people around randomly, gets peoples's names mixed up, and is hella lazy. Yeah, add that all together and you get one sleep-inducing class. Thank the Heavens it's only 1 semester!

Haha, so that's basically it.. I mean. I guess it doesn't matter that History, Physics, and English force me to bring my books everyday. And I'm guessing Calculus is gonna as soon as we get our books. Sigh.. I love my locker. :D <>

September 8, 2009

gosh

Do you even like me?


Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see these tears I cry
Behind These Hazel Eyes...

September 7, 2009

wow, fml

biggest mistake of my life.
i'm sorrrry.

September 4, 2009

perfect world

by Brian James, read it!

So today was a pretty unexpectedly fun day, I didn't even know I'd be going out. :) Met with the girls at 6, and we went up to eat! But damn.. it can only go downhill right? My stupid card gets declined.. and I don't even know why. Gonna wait till business hours so I can ask, cus this is some major bullshit. They charge me $35 fee after $35 fee, and FINALLY, all the stupid fees are over. And now my card is 'expired'? Wtf. Pmo.

September 3, 2009

how weird..

I don't even think about him
And he keeps appearing in my dreams.
=x