RECORD

wow, i woke up at 1:30 today. that may not sound all crazy, but it is for me! wow XD the lastest i EVER woke up was... i think 11:30 - 12:00. i wonder what happened :D maybe i loved my dream so much, cough cough* whenever i put a heart, my whole entry screws itself over. so i will refrain from that T.T since nothing happened today, this is the end! bye (:

such a bore

updating is so boring now D; no comments, or anyone who reads this T.T well yesterday was just plain boring. we went to the beach, played, came back, dangoo, home. i think if the people were different it woulda been more fun^^ but it was better than staying home all day! ㅋㅋㅋ. anyways~ today at church was kinda awesome i guess? XD we just chose the songs. SORRY YOU GUYS T.T i slept at 3 yesterday so i was REALLY tired and i slept past the alarm and my mom says she woke me up but i don't even remember that shit but i think she's not lying LOL. so yeah, i have so many things i want! mostly money... since money buys make up and clothes (: hahah~ yeeeeeap. so after church me, emily, mijin, seul li, sangwon, and adam ajusshideul went to the beach! weeeee~ it was cold as hell cus i was wearing slippers T.T but nevertheless fun! i hope we can do it again... MIJIN. LOL~

P.S. only 3 more days till december's over.. sighhhhh. or should i update again at 12:00 and change it to two days? lol, anyways yeah. 2008 is so boring, even boring(er?) than 2007, and WAY boring(er?) then 2006. hahaha, like all the years, i hope this year's really great. PSYCH :T it's not fair because some people just seem naturally blessed, & they take shit for granted! seriously PMO

sidekicks

are so NOT over-rated! and i'm not just saying this cus i have one, but from experience ;D which is pretty much cus i have one. so anyways, here's my explanation. have you ever woken up, too lazy to get up? and i mean WAY lazy. but you still wanna do computer! oh what to do... introducing the sidekick! ok seriously that was fucking gay but you get what i mean (: i'm writing this little entry in my warm bed, while everyone else is sitting on their asses in the cold! unless your heater's on. so anyways, will update later about today, and bye for now~^^

same thing everyday

WORK AGAIN ugh this is starting to get annnoying. i mean the money's nice (of course) but still, so 지겨워. i wish i didn't have to! but i neeed the ca$$$$$h. pmo, why does everything revolve around money -o- anyways. people came today, and it was nice cus they left tips^^ hahaha justkidding~ i'd still love you fuys w/o your wallets (: so yeap. $13! that's like a record lmfaooo~ so yeap, hopefully tomorrow i will be doing something with izzy and john oppa? yeah! hahaha. that's it for today, and i'll update tomorrow (: btw, winterbreak's bomb so far! ^^
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Okay, I feel like writing a long one. Warning: The following will be useless bullshit. Okay so yeap. I guess I'll go into detail about today, hahaha. So I was working (ew), and ummm. Who came first o_O Okay so I was working anddddd... Jennifer came! Yeeeeah, hahaha~ She was there and then she went to her 아빠's 가계 and promised me she'd come back ^^ Also Sam came too hahaha. He left though a few minutes later. And then ummm by then Jennifer, Sharon, and Candice were all there! ㅋㅋㅋ~ I promise Candice, I will go shopping at your house one day >:D Hahaha~ Anyways so yeah they ordered their icecream (: And thennn they had to go to OMC so they left. And WOW okay so there's this 27-year-old person named Teddy, and I guess he's 사장님's 동생 or something. He always comes and like hits on the girls -o- Once he actually asked one of the workers to go out for some 술~ Wow, ugh. He should just go back to New York -_- So where was I? Oh yes, so yeah hahaha. They left and then Izzy and John Oppa came ^^ They were playing these hitting games. Like, 디비디비딥~ I don't even know how to spell that shit, but you should know what I'm saying ^^ And then the "ABCD" game T.T I lost a lot... wow fucking their hands are so damn 매워... it's still red. -_-. And so they ordered their icecream and yeah. Then at like 9:30-ish Izzy and John Oppa had to leave, so they...left o_O. And I was alooone for like 30 minutes, HAHAHAHA. I started cleaning up and shit and my mom came and she bought this big puffy PINK sexy ass thingy mabobber and I loooove it~<3

unpredictable

Idk why, but this blog got messed up o_o Like there was weird words and all the sentences were messed up. so I guess I'll just write it again -o- Ummmm actually, nvm (: So basically, it was about how I WILL save up money, so I can go shopping before school starts with Miss Jeena Chang

the only reason

i don't update these days is because nothing fun really happens^^ haha well yesterday i went to glendale galleria and americana with jeena alex and eddy! hehehe (: too lazy to write details, but eddy was taking pictures like a tourist -o-; the end~ i have to be at church by 4:3o for practice, then eat at 6 and wee everything starts at 7! haha i've decided that all my sad thoughts will be thought about and resolved in bed, because no one likes to hear everyone's drama right? so i will be as happy as possible:]

winter break

seems to be the topic of the century, hahaha
it's so nice to have a little break from school, though i'd hardly call it "little" -_-. well guess how i spent my exciting day today?!?!?!? working :[ but friends came to visit, so it was very nice (: and hmmm. the only thing that saved me from boredom is my sidekickkkk, i'm so happpy now. internet in my pocket! haha that should be their logo ^^ anyways yeah~ so many cuties~ and oh myyy! i finished reading breaking dawn... AUGH. so greaaaaat! :] she's such a great author, she ended it perfectly! hehehe i'm really really giddy about midnight sun :D i hope she discontinues her hiatus soon D: stupid nosy readers reading and spreading it online, you hurt her feelings! so now she's stopped writing T_T dang i cannnnnot waiiiit :D heheh :]

oh btwww, i neeed everyone's numbers
why am i saying this no one reads this

stephanie meyers

teeheehee
twilight, new moon, eclipse, breaking dawn, and soon midnight sun
teeheeeeeee so excited
i love you A LOT kristen for letting my borrow it <3
but the movie sucked, and no one can say otherwise.
enddddd~ (:

no one, no one

no oneee~ can get in the way of what i feel for you
haha jk what i really was gonna write was

no one, no one ever gets on blogger anymore
wth?!

ewwww!

CHRISTMAS SEASON! <3

yes, that did take a while (5 minutes)
haha, too much clicking! esh, all for you guys though ;D
so yeah, tis the season to be jolly, falalalala lalalala
and season for presents and wishes. i know i have one (:
so yeah. NOW i'm finished, hahaha bye <3
WAIT! of course i have to do a christmas tree, right?

♥

marian.

i'm single.

fairfax high.

joyful church!!

i like someone <33

october30, presents!!!

i like reading & dressing up

this tree is lagging, imma stop

one more thing, I LOVE YOU<33

but i like him more, so HAHA :] <3

this is getting hard, but i'll add one more

hope everyone's wishes come true on 12/24

and i hope i can get my wish come true tooooo ♥

- marian (:

- marian (:

- marian (:

- marian (:

- marian (:

okay, so that's kind of like a really ugly tree

but fuck it haha, so yeah. i'm seriously finished now.

unlesss something cool happens today ;D BYE!

wowsers

nara reads my blogs
that's comforting.
atleast someone does
:]

<3

& this is why...

believe is such bullshit
it just gets all your hopes up
and i am NOT trying to be emo
it's just a fact
and he's such a bitchhhhhh
acting like that, UGHHHHH
just choose once, stop being greedy
man i've learned to despise now
NEVER hoping again.
that way 기대도 안하고,
if something happens i can be surprised



oh by the way, today's november 30th T_T
ewww, it's already decemberr!
hope it gets cold soon! ahaha, yeeeap :]

the time has come

to start moving forward
and forget, even for a moment,
what people are thinking
because in this shallow world
once you start worrying about what other people think of you,
that's when everything goes down the drain
as you start seeing yourself negatively.

& if you can't tell them to fuck off,

& if you're not willing to change yourself,

stop thinking.

i didn't

go to school today
because i couldn't stand it anymore
seeing him laughing,
without me.
seeing him happy,
without me.
i swear i if i had to go today,
i would never be the same

and so it begins

the same old thing over and over
i really do wonder sometimes though
why doesn't he notice me?
i feel like he likes me sometimes
but other times i feel so disconnected
is he leading me on? does he like me?
i wish i could have answers
it's been so long, can't bear it anymore
it feels like yesterday didn't happen

it sucks not being appreciated for the things you do
i mean you help someone, and they don't even reply
does it take a minute to write "thanks"?
although it should be more then that if it's everyday
i hate bossy people, and people who expect you to give them things, and they don't even thank you. i mean, it's my hard work, wtf? and wooow, today was seriously like ugh. it may not have been a big thing, but to me it was. after i told him how i wanted everything, and i told you how i wanted it, you seriously have the nerve to go and change it? i mean, i picked it first okay. and you tell him to change, and on top of that i'm somewhere totally different. and you just want it for it's benefits. just so you can do well on tests, well maybe you should try something called studying. then maybe you could call your life halfway decent. would you even want to give your work to someone if instead of "can i copy your homework? please?" they say "hey gimme your homework." like what the fuckkkk, i seirously hate those kind of people. and after you're finished, you just toss it back like it's trash? have a little respect, you bitch



& why are my posts getting so long!
gosh, i am a drama Queen o_o

there's a girl,

who always has to be within the mold
because she can't think for herself
who always wants to fit in,
but can't because the others are already gossiping with their own cliques
she tries hard and is nice to everyone
but seems like everyone already has a friend or two
is it her, or is everyone else sticking to their molds?
there's a girl that is always too afraid to leave her comfort zone
and she wonders if she did, what could've happened?
she's always so worried about the future,
that she doesn't see the present.
she's so judgemental and discriminating,
that she slams the door in the face of oppurtunity before she's even seen it.
there's a girl, who just has so much shit inside of her
but on the outside, she's okay. hell, she's fine
but really, she's burning up in all of her problems,
and everyone standing around has a bucket of water
but they don't realize she's burning
instead they use the water on their friends, who don't need help
and she just screams out, but no one can hear
she wonders, why? why is this world so screwed up?
all she ever wanted to do was make some good friends,
and now even her bestfriends are leaving her out
one says she's your bestfriend, but isn't. she doesn't care about you at all actually
the second and third obviously hang out a lot
and don't even invite you, and only invite you when you call
all she ever wanted to do was fall in love with the perfect guy
but everytime a chance came, she couldn't see it
because she chose to look the other way
and she knows she'll regret it in the future,
but she does it anyway.
all she ever wanted was for her family to be happy
but that's impossible because this world is so fucking discriminating
and there are monsters, out to eat you at every chance
she's tired of the way people see her.
she's fucking sick and fed up with the way people treat her
why? why does everyone have this little mold
and only they fit into it, why?
and that one girl, who always wants to ruin everyone
she's so mean, and such a bitch, but she has so much friends
and i envy her sometimes
because she has everything, and i have nothing
so is this the world trying to teach me a lesson?
that i have to be like her to succeed?
because then i'd rather die.

so there's this girl
and all she wanted to do was live an average life
but all she got was a hellhole
she wasn't even mean, she was in fact very nice
but everyone else was so fucking asorbed in their own molds,
they didn't want to accept this girl
and now, she'll grow up to be a fucking superstar
and when she's signing autographs for them,
she'll go right up to them, and say "remember me?
the girl you always left out? well now, you're burning.
oh yeah, and i have a bucket of water right here
and i'm not even gonna help."
and they may think she's crazy, but she'll know.

there's a girl,
who would do anything if she could just get things her way.
anything, for real friends
anything, for her mom's happiness
anything, for that attractive attitude
and most of all, even if she doesn't think about it,
she'd do anything and more for that one guy to notice her.

forty

helllo you guys~
wow my fortieth post! teehee (:
well i got my paycheck, yay
& christmas is coming! omgg
i seriously can't wait hgah
oh bytheway, today's pepero day
hope everyone's NOT eating jjajjangmyun
or like i mean i hope you guys are taken
but even taken people are eating LOL
wellll yeah, i'm gonna eat it too!
because sadly i'm single. well yeah
that's it for now, and ttyl <3

thiry nine

i'm sorry... and i'm glad we made up (: haha i really didn't wanna keep not talking to you o_o and i know that sounds SO corny but no one reads this, and it's true. and i hope you can come today! it's gonna be bombbbb, everyone's coming ^^ well, update later~ going to meet up with 혜원, 소정, 미진, and 실이~! wtfff, everyone's name is korean except meee D: haha well i'll update later, okay? :D* oh! i forgot, LOL at our school a few guys were tetris pieces! LMAO. so yeah i'll post a picture and i don't know some of them but i'll put their names too~ and if it's preeeetty big so if you wanna see their facial expressions click on the picture (:

yellow I piece - jonathan (?)

orange L piece- samyi, LOL

blue T piece - edward

green z piece - paul (?)

missing box piece - alexkang, poor him T-T

okay so this is gonna be my update (: mm so i met up w. hyewon, emily, duke, and seulli and they helped hyewon on her prject while i stood and watched ^^ and then me, hyewon, and emily met up w/ mijin @ grove at 5:20ish? and we bought tickets for saw5! ^^ i HATE scary movies, so it was like super duper scary for me. but everyone else was kinda like not scared o_o haha, too bloody for me >_<

thiry eight

YEAH BEST FUCKING BIRTHDAY EVER
THANKS SO FUCKING MUCH FOR SAYING SHIT TO ME (ON MY BIRTHDAY) WHEN YOU DON'T EVEN KNOW THE TRUTH. AND I TELL YOU THE TRUTH AND ALL I GET IS A "W/E"? FUCK YOU AND YOUR FUCKING BITCHASS ATTITUDE

and lastly... i'm sorry.

thirty seven

hahaha tomorrow's my birthday
but since no one reads this
i'm 100% sure everyone's gonna forget
how depressing, hahhahahaaha D:
but atleast my bestfriends will
right?! XD no i know they will hehe :]
so yeah, that's it for today ^^

thirty six

hahaha, today was pretty fun! okay so yeah

met up w/ sojung at koreatown plaza

stayed there (while eating) and waited

FINALLY mijin came! and then off we are

we went to kuru kuru next and yeah

we had a few ANNOYING INTERRUPTIONS

but i managed to make it through

then emily, mijin, and seul li went to beach

i came home due to retarded ass curfew

which is btw, at 5:30PM. yes, pity me :[

beginning of note to self -- and don't ask, like i know it's retarded when people say that cus people ask anyways, but i'm putting this up for my own good and so i'll remember NEVER EVER TO DO THAT RETARDED SHIT AGAIN. i mean i must've been on some kinda of like drug or something (not that i do) and wow. i just can't believe i was so stupid, and because of me someone else also had to suffer D:< and um by the way.. it's not like smoking or drinking or anything like that o_o -- end of note to self

and i promise this is the last part to today's post! haha i just wanted to show my new haircut ^^

thirty five

i will now proceed to show you THE most perfect body on Earth that probably every girl wants (no homo)

wow that's like perfect right there, hahaha i wish i had that kind of body dang skinny AND big boobs o___o; oh and by the way, i officially have three dollars (:

thirty four

nothing unusual. yesterday went out at 5:30
went to rite-aid w/ izzy, and then mcdonalds
and then i went home and slept my ass off
and now i have so much hw piled up, ugh laziness

NOT EVEN FUNNY D:
and so i'm off to go do hw, toodles!

thirty three

mmm, today was fun~ (to me) haha
first went to church, stayed for a while
then went to BBQ w/ emily & seuli
keke, i love that place so much ^^ <3
anyways and now i'm home sweet home
tryna watch a laggggy drama
so that was my day, and byebye~

thirty two

sigh* work again today! so boring now, so sick of it
getting my paycheck today though, haha
it's gonna be around $272! but everything's gone!
or atleast it's gonna be within 24 hours :T

1. $20 to my granny
2. $70 to mommy
3. $60 to my uncle
4. $5 to my brother -_-
5. $60 for one side of the contacts that i lost T^T

so that basically leaves $55 to me
& as you know, i'm a spender D:
ain't that nice?

another btw, eww my older posts

i sound so like childish HAHA

i grew so much in so little time :]

and one more last thing. i realized i say "haha" every 5 seconds, and it makes my talking sound ugly. so i'll only use it when i have to. haha :DAND i realized i cuss like a lot o_o maybe that was the younger me? idk >_<

thirty one

hello and welcome to my blog
haha this is my first time! jk :p anyways ^^
uhh, nothing important today
just went to OMC and ugh piss me off

my fucking mom ugh i hate her

my stupid baby cousin told me to put a dvd in so i was gonna then he said he was gonna do it himself so i was like FINE and then he tells me to turn it on for him so i was gonna and my mom gets up and like YELLS IN MY FUCKING EAR that i'm not turning it on for him so i YELLED AT HER that he said he was gonna do it and he kept changing his mind but she was like "nooo he's a baby" and ugh PISS ME OFF and stupid people at school OMG I HATE MY MOM

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oh and by the way, my schedule's changed yet again

i have work saturdays 10:30 AM - 5:00 PM

and then i work mondays 5:00 PM - closing, so visit! (:

thirty

nothing to talk about,

except for the the fact that i'm totally in love with a guy that never notices me, and will probably never like me.

and everyone is retarded :o

and i'm gonna be a princess for halloween

since i already have a crown

^^

& this really is a question from my heart!

why doesn't anyone blog anymore? :[

twenty nine

i think i'll just erase my shopping stuff

because i realized those posts are boring

and instead i will replace them with fun?

idk, well anyways yeah, bye

twenty eight

new monthhh! so i guess i have to start a new "blog name" theme thing, eh? well for this month, it's gonna be "kinds of piercings." haha, i know, grosss. but when i thought of a theme, that's like the first thing that came into my mind that has a variety so yeap! and of course i have to update since it's the first day of the month

well nothing important happened, so i guess this is the end for today. and i noticed all my blogs are super freaking long, wtf no one likes long blogs. so from now on i'll try and keep em short and simple. thanks (:

twenty seven

well, nothing important really happened, but it IS the last day of septemeber! and i got bored of not updating T-T i guess i have to break my promise, haha :] well, went shopping again! boy do i love my job. well it wasn't clothes this time though, haha, it was like non-clothes stuff [x i'll try and find pictures right now! :D

- a mirror from claires :p (VERY UGLY)

- earring holder from claires

- 4 nail polishes from sephora

& the rest will be pictures

(btw, i got 4 cus i've been wanting [& looking] for these FOREVER!)

Starfruit Stila Lip Glaze - $22

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Strawberry Stila Lip Glaze - $22

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Peach Stila Lip Glaze - $22

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Grapefruit Stila Lip Glaze - $22

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Tarte; Perfect Eyelash Curler - $15

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Atomic Volume Mascara - $16

oh and i am very, very happy (:

twenty six

Well, i think today was fairly important, so ... on with my post :D Well, lock-in was pretty exciting. Everyone got there around 8:30 and we did a short sermon, then play-timee! Haha, we ate 떡볶이 (sorry I don't know how to spell it) and you know I slept really early x] I know it sounds boring, but it was okay (: Anyways, so yeah. Got home on Saturday, then knocked out for 3 hours XD. Then I woke up and like me and Izzy talked and we ended up going to Beverly Center together, we got there around 2-ish. Then we went craaazy shoppping! Hahaha, it was fun XD And I do not wanna post pictures this time cus it's night and I'm lazy ToT Maybe next time. But she bought me fooood! the chinese food shit. Stupid lady, gave us such small portions! Urrrgh, well that's not the end :p Then I got to work at 5, and worked with Jina Un'e for some reason. Then I asked her if I could leave early and she said yeah :D So I went home, changed, and went to Jangtuh but it was fucking closed -o- So met up with Emily, Hyewon, Michelle, Mijin, and 슬이. We ate yummy 월남국수 and then i went to the cafe` next door to my mom and family and we went home and now i'm writing this :] So byebye, and I'll post pictures later

Oh by the way, some stuff I left out because I know for FACT that no matter how little my blog gets read, if i put some stuff up I will get outrageously ridiculous comments, so I will leave a few things out >:O

- short sleeve plain white shirt from f21

- long sleeve plain white shirt from f21

- short sleeve plain purple shirt from f21

- pink scarf from forlove21

- shirt from h&m

- 2 necklaces from forlove21

twenty five

I'll only update with important posts now.
Because apparently, this is a waste of my time.
No one reads it, and nothing happens to me
So there's no point in writing right?
So now all my posts will be important :)



Oh and by the way, lock in on Friday
So I won't update till saturday
Cus I KNOW lock in's gonna be hellla fun! :]
And I KNOW you wanna know the details
Haha so yeah update next timeee! :]

twenty four

Hello everyone. I shall start typing like this, since it seems like everyone else is doing so. Hahaha, with this kind of typing it's kinda hard to show emotion, so I guess this post will be very boring. (Especially since I just woke up and nothing spectacular has happened ... yet.) Okay so, I have absolutely no plans for today. Isn't that great? Well, I have work from 5 to closing time. So you guys should visit, because it gets very, VERY lonely -_-; I work by myself now, so it's also hard to close up. But if you guys visit, I promise discounted (free?) Coldstone icecream! YAY~! Haha, because our icecream is really, really good (; Okay so like, I guess I'm finished now because as I said before, nothing extraordinary will come from writing a post. So bye bye, & will update later

twenty three

teeheehee, i love my job (: i went shopping again XD but i'm not gonna post everything up because first of all, it's gonna take forever (if you kow what i mean ;D) and secondly, i'm too lazy to find all the pictures and shit hahaha, well actually since i'm REALLY bored, i will! anyways, enjoy~ and comment! if you read this >:O yes, YOU! :[

- royal blue ae polo

- more underwear :D

- black thing from h&m

- this gray thing from h&m

- this other gray thing from h&m

- shirt from ae that i can't find

- 4 or 5 shirts from forlove :D
- 3 hairbands from forever21 :D

- 1 scarf from forlove :D

& the rest will be pics (:

twenty two

okaaay, so first of all! HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHLOEEE ♥ even though you're probably not gonna read this. haha, i wish you the best birthday in the whole worlddd~ and okaaay, so today's eunice's birthday party ^^ and i also hope she get everything she wants :] and mmm. so i'm gonna go hang out with emily, seul li, and mijin todayy! haha saturdays are the best. ANDDD FINALLY, the weather's getting colder! i'm SO happy. and emily just called, so i'm off to vermont NRB. call me if you're gonna be there too (: & i'm not gonna put my phone number up because my teacher said that creepy people can get it. but wait, i just put where i'm gonna be o_o; well ... THAT WAS A LIE SO HAHAHAHAHA >:D ........ o_o... okay bye now, and comments! ;D

+// edit shabalaba ding dong! trying to fill this line :p

okayyy, so got home like 40 minutes ago! but i was too lazy to update :p mhmm. so today was pretty fun except at the END, but i shall explain everything now :] so i met emily and seul li at around 3-ish at vermont NRB and we like sang and stuff >_<>_<

twenty one

OMG I LOVED TODAY. haha, went to OMC! and it's been a while too :T >_<; anyways. idk why, but there was lots of cute guys D:<

twenty

mmm, so today was normal ^^ forgot to bring my money, so like i pretty much starved the whole day, then pigged out on ramen when i got home -__-. & uhhh, wow nothing spectacular happened today, except i found out a few interesting pieces of information (: and i'm not telling anyone, HAHA! :] mm well i have homework to do, poor me T-T

1. finish up ch. 2 notes
2. apwh binder
3. trig worksheet
4. english essay
5. chem. composition & binder

nineteen

no one uses this anymore. :[ so i found my apwh book today in my trig class, HAHAHA i love my life (: but then again, my locker "stopped" working o_o; so like ... i have an extra apwh book >_<

eighteen

yes i am serious. that is an actual dog name. isn't that interesting? i find it interesting. well, today was a good day, filled with the usual laughs and such~ and willianne's birthday! yayyy (: but the end of school today was kinda bad cus i lost my ap world history book. oh, how will i do my notes? and studying? oh well, haha XD mm so like yeah, i don't have anything to write, so byebye (:

and btw, i'm asking this honestly. does ANYONE use this? :[ like i have one ap class and i'm using it, so what's the problem D: it's kinda lonely doing it by myself. i feel like i'm talking to myself D:

seventeen

i like these funny dog names! haha anyways~ today i subeed for eunsun un'e for like 3 hours. and i got my paycheckkk! $290.40 :D but $120 goes to my mom, and $70 goes to my granny :[ so i'm only gonna have 100 D: oh btw, i'm saving up for a sidekick lx in bluee <3

sixteen

LOL i looked up that name online and i thought it was funny, or atleast it sounds funny o_o ugh, ap world is like confusing the hell out of me D:<

fifteen

omg does anyone have hard lens? cus today's my sixth or seventh day wearing em, and they're still blurry. i don't know, but i called the place and they said just wear it for today and see if it's still blurry :[ but i'm pretty sure it's still gonna be blurry. :[ mannn, can anyone tell me if it's like normal? cus i looked it up on Google but it gave me some like gay sites like "if you take your hard lens out, it might be blurry" just cus it has the same words.

but yeah. please, some advice? :[

fourteen

click if the pictures are small


DJ Doc's 김창렬's baby. omg, SO CUTE.


김성수. oh my, this baby can seriously become a model

Sean from JinuSean's baby. True Religion jeans!
haha, aww same shoes! this is just too cute to be true

sorry if i'm being creepy but posting up baby's pictures
but just thought i'd share the cuteness with you! ^^

thirteen

okay so i'm like too lazy to update with more cool blog names (LOL!) so like i'll just do something new? mmm. i'll just start putting dog name, kay? starting with my most favorite! *drumrolll* okay too lazy to write it, just check the title [x

dang, when did blogger die? i thought it was all cool, haha! i still love to update it! i just didn't update for a little cus i kinda got lazy, but i still use it. but some people don't even use it anymore :[ like their blogs are from like a month ago? idk, but wow. i thought it would last longer than this >_<

twelve

*if the pictures are too small, click on em.

shopping againnn! this time i used my own money (: haha dude i got shitload of stufff -_- okay not REALLY but you know what i mean right? haha anyways like yeah i'll put the stuff up now. actually, i WAS gonna but i JUST got lazy so i'll just write it haha! omg i wanna go shopping -o- can't wait till my next paycheck! hehe :p

i seriously forgot how much, but around $50?
and REALLY, don't call my spoiled for this cus i REALLY wanted it
and i saved up my paychecks HAH.

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uhh i think like $10.50? LOL pretty cheap (:

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i bought alll the next 4 for (2 for 55$ + tax) all together for $119.08



but this one (the dark blue one) didn't have rips o_o

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teeheehee, obsessed w/ ae! haha, $39.50

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tahaha, another ae hoodie! they're getting good~
but it's a different style from the pink one haha so yeah o_o
$29.50

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okay i just blanked out on the price for this one haha
oh and it's not this color, i just couldn't find the right color
$24.50

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omg forlove21 has THE best scarves!!!
and only for $5.50, what a steal huh?

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this smells like sooo good, i love it!
i think it was like $10.50

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they didn't have the pic, haha
but it supposed to be black and gray STRIPES
$12.50

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$5.50

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$5.50

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$8.50

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$8.50

this one looks REALLY pretty scrunched up, i swear!

- another necklace from forlove 21 (not gonna even try)
- 3 shirts from forlove 21 (can't find it)
- plaided jacket from wetseal (can't find it)
- 6 underwears from aerie (not gonna put it up -_-)
- idk how many necklaces
- earrings from claire's
- sandals from aldo

and there was more forsure, but i forgot (:
now i just need a few tanktops, a vest, new shoes, & jackets D:

forgot all the prices for those things up there too haha

eleven

okay, so first of all. yes i spelled shihtzu right, and if you think it's wrong, you can go look it up on the Internet and then go fuck yourself, HAHAHA! muhaha, retards 8D

omggg yesterday was FUCKING funnn! haha first church ended and i went to izzy's work at fucking like 1:30, and i had to wait till 5 cus that's when she ends XD and around 4:10-ish mijin came and emily came the latest -_- and omg! my slipper broke and it was soo embarrassing! haha i couldn't walk T-T anyways so we went to gaju to get some stuff and like we went to my house and we did our stuff XD and then like around 11-ish everyone was calm you know and like EMILY called ADAM and like i guess they made plans to go to the beach without us?! and it was obvious that someone wanted to be alone with someone XD but anyways~ so yeah o_o first time going to the beach at lie 11 or 12. then we stayed there till i don't know how long and we went ot NRB -___- i seirously don't think anyone wanted to go, LOL. but mijin did so we went and stayed till like 2 something. and THEN freaking mijin was like "let's go watch the sunset at the beach!" and i was like FUCKKK! haha but we went back home to get blankets and food and omg it was SO dark i couldn't see shit! haha and we actually WAITED doing NOTHING until like 6 but the sunrise didn't comeee! OMG i was kinda pissed but it was SO funny haha so then we went home and we talked for like 5 minutes and we all went to sleep :D and mijin's mom came at like 8? or 9? idk and i got up and cleaned up all the shit and like we all went home and the end :D

ten

today has got to be the boring-est day of my life! haha well not really XD i got my contacts! and everyone was telling me that they "fucking hurt like shit" so i was all scared, but it doesn't even hurt -_- you can just feel that it's there haha. mm so i went to the stupid pre-registration thing today! first of all, i'm in the HS SLC! yayayayy~ hasha not that it matters. and now i'll show you guys my schedule! for whoever's reading this -__- haha~

period1 : PE - mr. mira
period2 : ap world - mr. stryer
period3 : korean3 - mr. yoon
period4 : english - mr. travis
period5 : chemistry - mr. waddell
period6 : trigonometry - mr. netes



HAHAHAHA isn't that FUNNY? not even one female teacher .. i didn't even think that was possible o_o

nine

whoohooo! shopping yesterday (:
oh, and there's more necklaces + other accessories + undies

ALL pictures moved to "maltese"
yes i do feel gay calling my blog names that
but i had no other ideas, so stfu

eight

omg SO happy. i never thought this day would come. i have a free day without work! well actually, not "free" cus izzy's coming over! hopefully o_o but anyways this is gonna be short but yeahhh, YAYY!

seven

omggg, i finally got my fucking paycheckkk! $166.88 hehehe i know it's not much XD plus my mom took 40 -___- and then yeah imma get hard lens! or something o_o (btw, whoever bragged that they got hard lens cus it was more expensive then soft lens, you can go stick a carrot in your ass cus it's the same price, and in some eye places it's cheaper, so don't go bragging about it -__-) ANYWAYS haha i turns out i have some astigmatism! :D idk what it is haha but yeah. hard lens don't damage your eyes like soft lens and it lets more oxygen through and if you want more info ask me! LOL okay so yeah that was pretty much the highlight of my day :D byebye now (:

six

yesterday FUCKING SUCKED FUCKING ALL THE DICKS IN THE WORLD. okay, maybe not that many, but it was bad enough -_- okay so yesterday this un'e couldn't work so she asked me to work. so i went and i had to work with this other un'e. (okay so the first one that couldn't work is un'e A and the one i had to work with is un'e B!) okay, so un'e B is like the shittiest human being on the face of the earth. can't imagine it? okay think of the person you HATE the most, and she's worse. she does NOTHING and orders ME to do everything. like let's say there's 4 customers, even though you're mean aren't you atleast supposed to do ONE? but no, she fucking tells ME to hurry up cus the customers are waiting -___-x omgg i fucking HATE HER OMG and i don't even KNOW her! ughh she pisses me off so muchh. and okay, so i was refilling the pineapples and like i put it in with the little pineapple that was left. and AFTER i finish refilling it, she tells me i'm supposed to put it in a new container. what the fuck does she want me to do??


UGH. fucking. sorry for the looong ass update, but i just had to get that shit off my chest, haha. uhh, so thanks to people who read it ♥ and another update later! (:

five

hahaha, grace & angela came to visit today! and left 5 dollars tip! hahah thank youuu very muchosss (: and all in all, we got 10$ tip! but i have to share with this oppa so i only got 5 T-T but yeappp~ so today was normal day at work, and tomorrow this un'e can't work so i'm gonna work instead, from 12-5 ^^ so you can visit me tomorrow too ;D and mmm, that's about it (: haha oh. stupid minah oppa was teasing me that I DON'T HAVE A BOYFRIEND and he said i hug girls cus i'm lonelyyyy! it's not true, right? T-T gahhh, i really want a boyfriend now XD g'night (:

four

whooooot! i got 4 fucking days! (for work) dude i'm sooo happy, the more days the more $___$ haha omggg wow i can't believe it~! hahah (: so yeah i'll give my schedule, so visit! wilshire and vermont! (:

monday, tuesday, & thursday : 12-5PM
friday : 5-CLOSING

+ by the wayy :D getting my paycheck tomorrow or thursdays. then contacts! hope they're not like 300$ -_-; anyways, waitinggg!

three

yesterday, we made tiramisu cake and rice krispies!
haha dude, FCFCFCFCFC. -___- (:
today morning sucked asss, izzy went to work
and i left my buspass + keys at eunice une's house
and i can't walk everywhere, so my uncle picked me up
and boy was he he pissed (awkward silent treatment)


*hope i get my paycheck, SOON -_-

two

wow, i accidentally x'ed out my windows and deleted my whole post! arghh. haha so anyways, hello everyone (: whoo~! today's gonna be fun! :D hehehehe. first go meet up w/ eunice un'e & izzy at eunice's house! weee, then like y'know do our thing over there o_o; and then izzy has to go home -_- but oh well D: and yeap. the enddd~! so uhh call me or something 323 532 2486. byeee <3

one

hello world,



& hellllllo 예성 and 이특 ;D <3