more days of school. FINALLY.
and in the word finally, is final(s).
UGHHH, i hate studying
which is why i probably won't o_o
no ap classes next yearr! 'cept calc cus i have to -_-
hopefully my schedule will look a little like this
summer: weight training ---> failed first semester of pe
classes; honors us, honors eng, honors physics, ap clac, computer, korean 1 for non heritage (LOL, yes i am in korean 3 for heritage. but i REALLY need an easy class next year, so my mother will atleast see one A. -_- or maybe 2, depending on computer)
you know sometimes, i feel lazy and stupid compared to all the other kids taking ap's for college. but my plan is to go to a community college for 1 year, and trasnfer! i don't care if anyone thinks it's stupid, but that's how i see my near future mapped out. and plus i save money, teehee. who's with me?! (= i see like freaking 10th graders studying for SAT's! well actually.. that makes sense o_o but i also see people studying for ap exams, and even regular classes. sometimes i wish i had motivation like that. i'm at home right now, sitting on a chapter worth of notes and 2 outlines to finish. grrrrrreat. and i have a C in apwh, and i'm pretty sure it will go down to a D/F after finals, since i know nothing. why has God given me such a crappy memory? i don't remember anything from the Foundations period, nor the... whatever other periods there are. byzantine empire? ottoman empire? they're like sitting in my head, but idk about any of them. can't wait for summmmer, minus the weather. hope everyone else is doing swell! (=
April 27, 2009
April 24, 2009
the secret to life
i just watched a video called "the Secret". it's supposedly the secret to life, which is.... *drumroll*.... the law of attraction! they even had quantum physics scientists talking, and real life happenings. but anyways this is how it works. basically, we communicate with the universe through our thoughts. for example, "Robert" thinks about debt everyday. he goes to the same ol' boring work, and in his head he just knows there's going to be bill statements in his mail when he gets home. and lo and behold, it's there. supposedly, due to this all day thinking of debt, the universe grants him his wish. whether it be good or bad, you attract the things you think of most. another man, "Bob", always got harrassed on his way home. he wanted to be a stand up comedian, but people made fun of him for being gay. at his work, all his coworkers bullied him. one day he got an email about the law of attractiveness. he began to honeslty think of good things. a few weeks later, the people on the street stopped harassing him, his jokes became funny, and his coworkers left him alone. and i know here, it sounds REALLY stupid, but you have to watch the dvd. it's such a cool ... dvd? x] and one awesome point was there's all these people in the beginning right? and they tell us how it changed their lives, and information. then at the end, they tell us their beginning situation like "my mom was a drunk" or "i was abused by my dad" or "i was homeless for 15 years." and we see what they've become now, like "pshychologist", "author", "visionary", "quantum physicist". and it's just so amazing! but yeah, i just wanted to share that (= and it's nexgen today! teeehee, okay. end of post (=
April 21, 2009
nature showerrrrr
that's the name of my lotion
it's lke 99 cents for a HUGE bottle hehehe
anyways it's fucking hot. i hate the weather
:[
it's lke 99 cents for a HUGE bottle hehehe
anyways it's fucking hot. i hate the weather
:[
April 10, 2009
sigh
if someone likes you, and you like someone
do you have to match your feelings with them?
do you have to say sorry for things that weren't your fault?
do you have to try hard to respond to single answers?
do you have to like that person more than they like you?
DO YOU HAVE TO TO TRY YOUR FUCKING BEST TO CREATE SOME KIND OF CONNECTION BETWEEN YOU TWO, WHEN THE OTHER SIDE DOESN'T DO THE SAME?
don't make someone a priority,
when all you are to them is an option.
fml x 1000
-- edit --
this always makes me feel better.
stephanie's 25 random facts! haha, love you stephanie. <3
1. I once pushed my friend off a fence while he was trying to jump of a fence and he fell and fractured his collarbone. My parents had to pay for his x-ray stuff.
2. When my brother and i were younger and slept in the same room, we once stayed up trying to figure out a name for a pillow. We named it Chubby and we still have it:]
3.When i was younger, my brother accidentally stabbed me with a pencil below the shoulder. i still have the pencil mark in my skin.
4. When we were younger, my brother hated cold medicine, so i secretly ate it for him.
5. I had glasses since kindergarten. So, my eyes are terrible. my left eye is -9.00 and my right eye is -8.25.
6. in 3rd grade i cried when the class hamster died.
7. I use to play bloody knuckles a lot, so my right pinky knuckle is internally bruised.
8. I used to love blue and i would fight with brother for which was the better color, blue or green. So, we asked our mom and she said green and i was so sad, i think i almost cried.
9. i think most of you know this one, but when i was in elementary school, my mom would force me to wear a dress to school but i didnt want to. So, my mom wouldnt let me go to school until i wore it.
10. i can wiggle my ears
11. my dad once accidentally left me at El Pollo Loco, so i had to run home. By the time i got home, he had gone back. Later he told me that he was talking to me and when i didnt respond, he checked behind both seats and realized he had forgotten me.
12. I once got hit on the head by a car door. My dad was late in picking me up and someone was waiting for me, so i felt bad. When my dad came i opened the door with all my might and was like DAD! Why we--, and the car door came back fast and hit me on the head. Joanne Kwak and Hannah lee were there and remember joanne crying cause she was laughing so hard.
13. The longest i didnt shower for was at Flood LA '05. It was 5 days.
14. i have scoliosis and i use to wear a brace. and i would let the guys punch me on the stomach. i dont know why but they wanted to
15. The longest i have peed for is about 40 sec
16. When i was little, i was scared to ride a ship after titanic, so my mom had to stay behind while my dad and brother rode on a ship.
17. In elementary school, i would not eat lunch and save my $1. By the end of the school year, i would have lots of money in ones.
18. I have almost drowned twice in my life. First, when i was little at the beach and i couldnt swim. i remember drinking a lot of sea water. it tasted baddddd, and the other was from trying to save a friend/
19. I use to have a lobster as a pet.One of my mom's customer randomly gave it to her. I thought that was pretty funny.
20. i have a kind of big scar on my left hand from playing a game where you have to name a person starting with letter A-Z, while a person scratches your hand.
21. i think my first alcohol was when i was over my friends house and i asked for a drink and she gave me barley water. After i tasted it, i told her it taste like apple juice. after she tried it she said because it is alcohol.
22. I once wore 10 layers of tshirts to school, cause someone dared me to.
23. I collect business cards. i like to remember the places i've gone to.
24. When i was younger, i wanted to know what it felt like to touch the spikes of a cactus, so i tried it. Even if i barely touched it, it hurt like crazy.
do you have to match your feelings with them?
do you have to say sorry for things that weren't your fault?
do you have to try hard to respond to single answers?
do you have to like that person more than they like you?
DO YOU HAVE TO TO TRY YOUR FUCKING BEST TO CREATE SOME KIND OF CONNECTION BETWEEN YOU TWO, WHEN THE OTHER SIDE DOESN'T DO THE SAME?
don't make someone a priority,
when all you are to them is an option.
fml x 1000
-- edit --
this always makes me feel better.
stephanie's 25 random facts! haha, love you stephanie. <3
1. I once pushed my friend off a fence while he was trying to jump of a fence and he fell and fractured his collarbone. My parents had to pay for his x-ray stuff.
2. When my brother and i were younger and slept in the same room, we once stayed up trying to figure out a name for a pillow. We named it Chubby and we still have it:]
3.When i was younger, my brother accidentally stabbed me with a pencil below the shoulder. i still have the pencil mark in my skin.
4. When we were younger, my brother hated cold medicine, so i secretly ate it for him.
5. I had glasses since kindergarten. So, my eyes are terrible. my left eye is -9.00 and my right eye is -8.25.
6. in 3rd grade i cried when the class hamster died.
7. I use to play bloody knuckles a lot, so my right pinky knuckle is internally bruised.
8. I used to love blue and i would fight with brother for which was the better color, blue or green. So, we asked our mom and she said green and i was so sad, i think i almost cried.
9. i think most of you know this one, but when i was in elementary school, my mom would force me to wear a dress to school but i didnt want to. So, my mom wouldnt let me go to school until i wore it.
10. i can wiggle my ears
11. my dad once accidentally left me at El Pollo Loco, so i had to run home. By the time i got home, he had gone back. Later he told me that he was talking to me and when i didnt respond, he checked behind both seats and realized he had forgotten me.
12. I once got hit on the head by a car door. My dad was late in picking me up and someone was waiting for me, so i felt bad. When my dad came i opened the door with all my might and was like DAD! Why we--, and the car door came back fast and hit me on the head. Joanne Kwak and Hannah lee were there and remember joanne crying cause she was laughing so hard.
13. The longest i didnt shower for was at Flood LA '05. It was 5 days.
14. i have scoliosis and i use to wear a brace. and i would let the guys punch me on the stomach. i dont know why but they wanted to
15. The longest i have peed for is about 40 sec
16. When i was little, i was scared to ride a ship after titanic, so my mom had to stay behind while my dad and brother rode on a ship.
17. In elementary school, i would not eat lunch and save my $1. By the end of the school year, i would have lots of money in ones.
18. I have almost drowned twice in my life. First, when i was little at the beach and i couldnt swim. i remember drinking a lot of sea water. it tasted baddddd, and the other was from trying to save a friend/
19. I use to have a lobster as a pet.One of my mom's customer randomly gave it to her. I thought that was pretty funny.
20. i have a kind of big scar on my left hand from playing a game where you have to name a person starting with letter A-Z, while a person scratches your hand.
21. i think my first alcohol was when i was over my friends house and i asked for a drink and she gave me barley water. After i tasted it, i told her it taste like apple juice. after she tried it she said because it is alcohol.
22. I once wore 10 layers of tshirts to school, cause someone dared me to.
23. I collect business cards. i like to remember the places i've gone to.
24. When i was younger, i wanted to know what it felt like to touch the spikes of a cactus, so i tried it. Even if i barely touched it, it hurt like crazy.
April 5, 2009
i fucking hate
CLINGY ASS BITCHES.
i mean, you've got to be like one of the most annoying bitches i've ever met. no means no, it doesn't fucking mean ask me again and i'll say yes. FUCKING HATE YOU. go fix your fucked up attitude first, then maybe you can get some real friends. fucking BITCH. fuck fuck FUCK, just thinking about you makes me so pissed. go fuck a horse you whoreee, ugh. you disgust me. in fact, you just ebing there annoys the fuck out of me. fucking traitor. UGHHHHHH
i mean, you've got to be like one of the most annoying bitches i've ever met. no means no, it doesn't fucking mean ask me again and i'll say yes. FUCKING HATE YOU. go fix your fucked up attitude first, then maybe you can get some real friends. fucking BITCH. fuck fuck FUCK, just thinking about you makes me so pissed. go fuck a horse you whoreee, ugh. you disgust me. in fact, you just ebing there annoys the fuck out of me. fucking traitor. UGHHHHHH
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