c o n f u s e d

:(
i hate being confused
stupid guy
stupid guy #2
and stupid guy#3
and stupid dream

yes,

i will continue to write emotional entries
and no, you can't do anything about it
unless you can force me.
:)


p.s. hello special someone

it gets me,

everytime.
maybe ill just stop hoping,
then there wont be any disappointment.
i dont think itll be hard, to stop hoping you know.
since im so used to being let down,
since im so used to seeing things the wrong way,
since im so used to seeing the things i like in someone else's hands.



why so serious?

so hungryyy

when is my mom getttting back! im so dependent on my mom. anyways, csts were funn :) we played cards :o and hm, tomorrow's friday~ and we're learning limits in trig :[ i wish tomorrow was a day off, then it's be a 4 day weekend :D OMG. memorial dayyyy!!!! tell me if you wanna hang out :D not that im available ;o




















*cough

FUCK YOU

JEREMYYYYYYYY.
i love you too :)


okay im all better now :D
HSHLALALALALAA.

where art thou, summer?

teehee. i wish summer came much soooner. i have this internship thingy at a community service place! it's not really an internship though, cus i get paid :p but during the summer is only training -_- the real deal starts at september, which is schoool! but hey, i think it's worth it. $1100, hell yeah! haha~ there's nothing going on these days :( life's so boring, no exceitement! i thought boys would be fun, but nooope. well for now, i'm frustrated because i don't know what font i want for my phone. GREAT. and i didn't go to school today :] hehe well for now, nothing else to say, bye! and hi stephanie, only person who reads my blogs<3