it's not fair

everyone's maturing

and i feel like no one relates with me anymore
i feel too childish for everyone.


no one knows me.
and no one tries to

i wish that

i was 75,432,947,289 yrs old.
then i would have all the experience i need
to go through anything.

__;;

omg haha. so i'm home right now, during schooltime. and i get a call from this officer, cus i got my phone stolen a few months ago and i guess he needed to talk to me? idk so i was SO freaked out, like "omg what if he finds out why i'm not at school" and etc..you know? and then he's at my house and he doesn't even ask why i'm not at school, and he doesn't even say anything like "okay get to school safely" or something >_< hahahahaha. i love yesterday and today (= i wrote a whole blog before this about today, but i was soo paranoid that he was gonna investigate my computer and find out i'm ditching, LOLLLL. i have a wild imagination, so yeah i deleted the post and have no intentions of writing it again -_-. but omggg, hahaha. i'm freaking paranoid when it comes to this kinda stuff. well anyways, my new goal is to not get any more absences for period 1. (= and i also i want to be able to wake up on time.. i don't get how people do it! they sleep at like 2am and manage to wake up at 6am. even if i wake up, i'm ALWAYS like five more minutes... which turns into like a gajillion hours. i would have more motivation if my first period wasn't pe. pe's so useless, i could honestly care less if i fail it, which i am. which is why i never go :x but then i'm like ughhh 2nd period's boring, so's 3rd period... might as well stay home! i hope i can change my mindset, cus i don't wanna be taking pe over the summmma! (=

kindly disregard

my before bloggg.
boys are awesome :D
anyways today was a typical daay. passed the crunches test for PE!
hahaha, beat ya yanelle (;
anyways yeah. saw him, and the rest of the day was a blur after that ;D
tahahaha, ok~ 꽃남 is getting so exciting! and wow, i haven't updated in a while huh

i freaking hate it when she does that >:O okay, soo i got my bus pass stolen T.T i was at bresee, and i left my backpack there and i was doing computer work for my lovely counselor :D and then this girl was there, and she was kinda mean. she borrowed $5 from me and never gave it back o_o. well anyways, everyone was out of the office except for me and her, so she was like "hey.. hey, watch the door." so i was like why? and it turns out she wanted to look through the bags there to see if she could steal anything, and she wanted me to watch for if anyone was coming -_- so i was like "no i have work to do, you do it." and she was like "psh, fine." so she checks the door really fast, and she looks through the backpack. well, little did i know my backpack was on top -_- and the next part is probably gonna get some of you guys going, wtf? so i saw her taking my buspass out of my backpack, but idk what happened to me. it was like i was frozen? i couldn't say anything, and i know it sounds reallllllly stupid, but it's true. and then the moment she left i was like "....WETFKSDJF$%#%?@#$%#$MRLAWHFLS?!?!?!" so yeap. but thankfully march is almost over, so i only have to buy a day pass for 1 week -_- $25 wasted T^T~ and i don't know where they sell weekly passes! so basically, FML.

boys,

are stupid.
boys are stupid.
boys are stupid.

no matter how many times i repeat this,
i just can't make it come true

boys are stupid.