4:28 am

Marks a small turning point in my life. I finished the online Drivers Ed course at 4:28 am! Very important, I'd say. Now all I have to do is take it to the DMV and take the permit test! Which I will be studying hard for... lulz jk. But I really hope I remember all of the information because I basically skipped over all that shit and answered the questions based on logic. And the ones I got wrong, I just changed the answer to the right one.

I'm so scared for my permit test. I'm scared I'm going to fail, and then have to wait a week until Saturday (my only free day) to re-take it. How many times are you allowed to re-take it anyways? And I heard you can only get 5 wrong... it used to be 8, but they made it harder for some damn reason. Makes me regret not taking it earlier. Not that I ever had the money to do it before I got a job... but I digress. SIGH! Whoever's reading this, aka no one, please pray for me, so that I can pass the test and receive my permit. Then atleast I'll be able to drive with someone 25+ in the car! This is when I coax my mom to let me take her everywhere!

And then, hopefully I'll be ready for the driving test. Hehe, I'm so excited. Only 6-7 more months until I can officially drive anywhere with my '98 Nissan Centra. :D

Just a short rant

When you're in a relationship, you're all lovey dovey for her.

But as soon as that ends, you come talking to me about relationships. You know the whole, "Do you like anyone?" shit. Haha, it's getting old. And you're way too obvious!

Seriously though, it's just stupid. Stop trying to chase girls, and let them come to you. Maybe it will actually work out for once, Mr. Relationship Hopper.

Tumblr.

Tumblr's always under maintenance these past 2 days. It's killing me, not being able to read other people's posts! Haha, guess I'm too dependent on it now?

Is it time to stop for a while? HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA no.

Why has Tumblr become like... my life. I've been refreshing the page every 2 seconds... I lied. Every 1 second, because it's supposedly under maintenance. Sigh, I need to stop using the computer. Once school-time rolls around, I'll need as much sleep as I can get in order to actually be able to get up at 6am. Compared to my getting up at 1pm these days.

How am I going to get my sleep schedule back?! 3AM is the norm for me now. :T

How to Train Your Dragon

Haha, they're both missing a "leg". Cute. :)

it scares me

It scares me that we don't know how many more steps we have in front of us before we die. What if it's only one left? And you don't know it? Would you still be angry over a stupid little argument with your bestfriend? Would you really let that amazing girl go? Are you going to let your co-worker take your promotion?

I'm not saying to go all out crazy and fuck around and drink and smoke till you feel like collapsing and party till the sunrise and all that good shit, but you know. Just take into consideration what's really important to you. Prioritize, plan, and then go do it!

my mom('s memory) pisses me off.

Usually after work, I call my grandma and she drives to the restaurant to pick me up when I'm finished. But today, my mom took her car so that she could pick me up.

The thing is... okay, so I live with my mom and brother right? I'm the only one that has a phone. No home phone, no cell phones for anyone else. So obviously she has to come right when I finish, right? Well I end at 9, and it's like 9:20 and she's still not fucking here. So I'm guessing she forgot, and I had to ride the goddamn bus (which takes forever). And then all she says is, "sorry." Like what the fuck mom, sorry doesn't do shit. Is your daughter that unimportant to you? That you got fucking sidetracked by a fucking computer? I still can't believe that you forgot to pick me up. HOW THE FUCK DO YOU FORGET TO PICK YOUR DAUGHTER UP FROM WORK AT NIGHT. BECAUSE OF A FUCKING COMPUTER. UGH, FUCKING PISSED OFF RIGHT NOW.

It's not fair

I think it's so not fair how some people are perfect.

I really wish I had nice skin. That's like... my one wish. That's the fucking wish I would wish for if I could have anything in this world. Fuuuck.

uh, no.

Guys that try to get at other girls while they have a girlfriend.... are jerks. Like, what the hell are you trying to pull? You think I don't know about her when you've talked about her to me like 5 times? Seriously, I don't even know. You should be grateful that you have someone as wonderful as her. I hope she leaves your player ass.

LOL.

And now I'm at the part where the dragon drew a bunch of scribbly lines on the ground with a tree. And everytime Hiccup (?) steps on the line, he growls. And then goes back to normal when Hiccup lifts his foot. Haha, this movie is seriously too cute! :3

And then they have their little touchy moment. :3

oh no...

I'm beginning to use my Blogspot like Tumblr.. aka, posting every 3 seconds. Well since no one reads this, I can post all the garbage I want, right? Teehee.

So I'm watching How To Train A Dragon, and I'm at the part where the main character (was his name Hiccup...?) feeds the dragon fish! And it was really cute. The dragon is really cute! Hehe, he thought it was toothless... psh, what kind of fierce dragon is toothless, huh?!

Okay anyways. Oh, I took a Color Blindness Test, and the closer you are to 0, the more "perfect" it is. I got a 39. /:

http://www.xrite.com/custom_page.aspx?PageID=77

lol.

I'm re-reading my old posts (on Blogspot) and holy shit have I changed. It's seriously weird to look back on a younger you and see how your thoughts have gone through this metamorphisis! It's actually kind of embarrassing to think that I used to write like that...

I think I made a Blogspot just to connect with my friends and occasionally vent, but mostly to write about my day. Which is now completely useless to me. I don't understand the point in writing about your day unless something significant happened. Which isn't true for my past posts, haha. I can't believe I never fully realized the potential of writing online. Especially being able to post how you're feeling, and have random people come and 'like' it. (Tumblr!)

Anyways, back to re-reading. :)

mmm.

Back to Blogspot?

I don't know. I like it better here, it's more quiet. But at the same time, I need the chaos of Tumblr sometimes. I really wish people I knew didn't make it... now everyone's gonna have one. I guess that's good, because I can interact with more of my friends... but at the same time, I'd like it if I could keep some thoughts private from people that I know.

But something as amazing as Tumblr can't possibly stay low forever, right?
*sigh. :)