fb whore

Yup, I've officially joined the FACEBOOK WHORE CLUB. D: But the thing is, I don't wanna be in it, LOL. So I'm gonna cut back on my.. Facebook.. Whore-ness /: No more Farmville!? D:

Anywayssss. I didn't really do anything special this Thanksgiving Weekend, I feel like I kinda wasted it.. but my mom loved the fact that I was home all day -_-;; And also, I've been eating like, 24/7. So I think when I go back to school, I'm gonna be so used to eating all the time that I'm gonna be hungry in class D: Where no food is allowed D: FML D: I really don't think I'm ready to go back to school x] I don't understand people who sleep at 2AM everyday and they can wake up at 6 and get to school on time.. I NEED TO DISCIPLINE MYSELF! ;( Someone help me, ahaha. WELLL, my brain is empty (like always), so till next time. :D

I don't understand boyfriends who flirt with other girls.

2face!

I just realized how fake people can be, and it's scary o_o
I hate people who look down on you, and take you for granted.
I'm not your bitch -_-;;
I don't care if you can't control your feelings, it's not right to treat people like shit when you feel like shit, and be all happy cutesy when you're happy. Imagine how your "friends" feel, when they're simply asking what's wrong. Is it their fault that you put some fucking bullshit on your Facebook, publicly, for everyone to see? Of course they care about you, and of course they'll ask what's wrong. Why put it there if you don't want anyone to know, or you don't want to talk about it with anyone? I think that's so stupid, don't put it there at all. God, people like you need to learn about something called empathy. -_-;;


UGHHH, IDK WHY TODAY IS SUCH A BAD FUCKING DAY
1. Woke up with a huge headache
2. Watching drama all day waiting for SOMEONE to call doesn't make me feel any better
3. Call doesn't come, text does saying plans are cancelled (WTF?)
4. Hungry as fuck, too lazy to do anything, missed breakfast
5. Feel like shit, headache's getting worse so time to hit the showers
6. Feeling clean, and a little calm
7. Plans keep changing; I just decide not to go out
8. Minor shit with stupid people
9. Talking to someone online. Calls me boring. Calls me. Asks me what I'm doing, then hangs up on my motherfucking face. Thinking it was a mistake, I i/m her and ask her what happened. Tells me she didn't wanna talk to me anymore, then LOL's.

I don't know if these are just minor shits, but they're REALLY getting to me today. Especially that last one, WHAT THE FUCK IS THAT?

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LOL, you are just too funny.
Some people are professional bullshitters. :)

wtf?

LOL, I knew you couldn't keep your promises, just like all the other billion times. Maybe that's why I refused to promise you. But nopee, you insisted. Pinky promised, in fact. I didn't get my hopes as high as I did in the past, but I still did look forward to you quitting for your bestfriend. OR ATLEAST, I was looking forward to the amount of effort you would put in to give yourself a healthier body. But wow it's so funny how you ASKED for it, didn't even wait for anyone to offer it to you. And right in front of my face, LOL. And, I thought you'd change for yourself, I told you not to do it for me. But you said quitting something that your bestfriend hates is a helluva better reason than quitting for yourself. So I said mmk. Idk, I don't really care (honestly), but I guess I'm just kind of disappointed. Maybe I need to start learning my lessons after the tenth time. Or maybe, just don't get my hopes up at all, it seems to work for some people.

The higher you go, the harder you fall.

i need a brain

DANG I HAVE TO STOP, IT'S SO DANGEROUS! I'M RUINING MY OWN LIFE :O WHERE IS MY BRAIN AT TIMES LIKE THESE?

Wtf am I gonna do when my mom sees my absences on my report card. Great job, Marian, on thinking ahead and not for the moment. -_-;;

itch itch

I hate itches. Anyways!! Today's Tuesday, tomorrow's Wednesday, and then it's Thanksgiving Break! Who's going to school tomorrow o_o... he he he. :3 I love those riddles, and Dahee's been telling me so many!! I love her. Hehehe, I will share them with you or.. only Chloe?? T_T


A man goes to a party, and everyone is served refreshments. He drinks half of his cup, and dashes out to an important meeting. The next day, he finds out everyone at the party (who drank) died. How is he alive?

A grandpa is married to a woman he does not love. Since his birthday's coming up, he decides to kill her and run away. He get all of his money and belongings, and goes home. He kills her, stands for a moment, and kills himself. Why?

One day, a man sees an article about a woman that died whilst skydiving. The man knows her husband killed her. How does he know?

B is a waiter. A walks into the restaurant, and B seems a little nervous. B goes to take A's order, and A orders Dolphin Soup. B appears even more nervous. B serves it to him, he's nervous to the point of crazy. A takes one sip, pulls out a gun, and shoots B. Why?

-Psycho Test- There is a wounded soldier. Picture him from the waist up, which 2 places is he wounded? Imagine it. [Answer: if you chose the heart, eye, or brain, you are.. PSYCHO.]

and if you

Get wid me you can have it your way
HAAAAY~

mystery google

AHAHAHA, random texting, how fun! Anyways. These days I've been playing around.. A LOT. And I need to stop! I even broke 2 promises, in the same day. How nice huh? -_-;; I remember middle school... "Wtf? Why do they do that?" Now it's like, "Wtf? Who are you to say that to me?" Sigh. I really need to wake up! I need a slap of reality! Ahaha.. >o<;; I wish I just had someone next to me that literally.. slapped me whenever I did something stupid. Or something more extreme? Because I don't think a slap would help, although I would be hurt. Okay wtf am I saaaaaayin?

LALALALALALA

I love Saturdays. :)
Meeting new people, mmmm.

playlist of the day

First time doing 2 posts in 1 day.


죽일 놈 - Dynamic Duo
사랑비 - 김태우
You and I - 박봄
사랑한 후에 - 박효신
잊지 말아요 - 백지영
링딩동 - 샤이니
부른다 - 서인국
Chocolate Love - 소녀시대
주르륵 - 위성
거짓말 - 이석훈
내이름 부르지마 - 이수영
사랑 참 어렵다 - 이승철
헤어지지 못하는여자, 떠나가지 못라는 남자 - 이쌍 ft. 정인
고해 - 치열
Time to Love - 티아라 ft. 초신성

I'm. In. LOVE.

oh..HELL to the NO

So......yeaaaah. Another boring day in Computer Class.. fortunately this class allows me to update my blogger. :3 Anyways.. so I'm in JROTC, and the students (people not wearing uniform), have to 'Dress for Success' every Thursday. Basically, we need to dress formally. So I did, and this commander or some shit has the same 6th period as me. I changed out of my formal wear right after 3rd period, and this guy starts bragging to me that he reported me..

SIGHHH. Some people need to learn how to let things go! :]

pain D:

Starting last night, my lower abdomen's been hurting. Not near where my appendix is, but more near where my bladder is. When I use my right leg, I can feel the pain. But if I'm sitting, standing, or using my left leg nothing's wrong. I wonder what's wrong with me, do I have a disease T_T I hope not!! If it doesn't go away by the end of this week, blahh idk. I'm so worried though, because suddenly all these symtoms I saw online apply to me. Like when you're pregnant and suddenly you start noticing all these babies around you. O_O But anyways xD I'm in computer class, my teacher's lecturing, and my typing is so loud. I hope this goes away! But in all seriousness, pray for me please. Pray that this is all paranoia... D;

ca$h

Why am I so low on cash?! Oh, how I regret using it so uselessly!! Sometimes, I know I'm wasting money, but I still end up using it. One day, I just look into my wallet, and I see that pitiful one dollar bill, all by itself... and it's so sad. xD What am I gonna do after December?! My internship's gonna be ended, and then... I'm gonna be broke ol' me again. Whoop dee doo. And there's still so much to spend on.. $300 more and I'm finished.

Anyways, yuuuup. These days, my main problem is money xD God help me manage my money well, so that it will grow and GROW :)

multi vites

Ew, my mom bought these gummy vitamins for me. They taste horrible, like liquid 약.. in solid form. D; NASTY.

remember kids,

There's always gonna be someone ______er than you.

it's funny how

8am: You wake me up to help you carry groceries. I'm sorry if this is bitchy, but I refuse. You tell me not to eat anything then, since you bought/brought everything.

Nothing can really make you happy. If I stay quiet, you just keep boiling and boiling. If I try to say something in a nice way, you blow up on me, which then leads to a full blown argument. I don't understand! It's 9am, I'm sleeping, and you tell me to get up and correct your essay. I think even the most well-mannered kid will be a little annoyed. And since I'm far from it, of course I refused. I can't even think straight when I first get up. But nope, you insisted. SO, being the ANGELIC CHILD THAT I AM, I got up and did that shit. And then I go to my room in hopes of a few more hours of sleep, and you start yelling at me that I changed too much of it? What. The. Fuck. I'm sorry if your grammar is so shitty that I had to change a few sentences around~ Anyways, I guess this isn't something to complain about, but I'm like about to blow up right now, so just thought I'd get it out of my system.

(While correcting your essay, you also offer me various foods of which I refused because of Scenario #1.)

(I hate when you say, "나같은 엄마있으면 나와보라고해. 니같은 딸이있으면 나와보라고해." I don't understand this because first of all, you are one strict ass mom, enough said. Secondly, do you even know this world? There are people 100000x worse than me. So don't even say to me, before I really do bring someone that will make you crap your pants.)

Man, whenever I have bad mornings, the whole day is bad. /:

maybe i should stop

I'm turning into what I hated a few years ago.
Maybe I should cut back,
Even though I think it's for fun and shit,
I know it's gonna kill me later!

But, so tempting.

사랑비~

사랑비 - 김태우
헤어지지 못하는여자, 떠나가지 못하는남자 - 이쌍 ft. 정인
Time to Love - 티아라 ft. 초신성

Oh. My. Gawd.
I am in love with these songs! Repeat for like a week now! D':


Anywayssssss. Back to the main point! I realize as time passes, a big part of the way I think is changed (and influenced) by my friends. I used to have to lovey dovey fantasies of getting married on the beach, 2 kids, etc. But now, I'm not even sure if I want to get married. I know this will probably change, and I'll think my past self was stupid for ever thinking about living as a single lady! But as of now.. yeah that's how I feel.

And also, I feel like all these relationships around me are crumbling. And I know the reason why, but I can't bring myself to fix it, or talk it out. SIGH, give me courage!

lol,

I reallly have to stop hurting people with my stupidity and foolishness. I have to change the way I think; that just because I'm okay, everyone else is okay. And.. I have to stop leading people on.

WTF is wrong with meeeeeeeee D:

I'm gonna wait until I mature before I enter a relationship.
No haste, I have all the time in the world.

nerd dayyy

Argh, I missed school yesterday so I got a zero on the powerpoint that I worked 2 slides for. D: Anyways!!! Today was Nerd Day, and I dressed up but everyone thought I was dressed up for Pajama Day.. attempt #1 at Nerd Day, fail. Hehehe. I don't know if I'm happy or bored. o_o


nov0909. :D *heart*

drinkzzzzz

Funnnn day. Actually, I haven't had this much fun in a long ass time! And wow, the ending was perfect. Couldn't have asked for more. Well myabe if Brenda was happy..but fudge, ahah it was fun. (:

Nrb awkwardness, seeing someone which = more awkwardness, picking some FAGS up, going to someone's house, ahem-ing, FAGS leaving our asses, emotions overload max, ahem ahem ahem, multiply, cockroaches, smell, 월뽕, bus, and mini date. :D

P.S. It's so funny cus sometimes I write my blog entires so that no one knows what I'm talking about except me. I do that so I can remember all my stupid and funny moments. But now that I read back on some.. LOL you guessed it. I don't even know what the hell I was talking about xD Just thought I'd share that with you guys. :D

so picky!!

I never knew guys were so picky..
Extremely, in fact.

I went next door to an English class for ESL students to take a test that I missed. I was listening to some Korean boys talking about their ideal type and all, and then I hear this..

A: Yeah, I like cute and short girls
B: Really?? What about initials?
*At this point I'm like.. no way.. initials?*
A: What intials?
B: Their names, of course! I like girls with intials of J.K.
A: Are you serious...

Yeah, that's exactly what I was thinking.. do guys seriously judge girls based on their initials? I was so surprised.. SO PICKY.. and I thought all guys looked for was a cute and nice girl.. >o<;;

Anyways. I'm in Computer class, nothing to do. IT'S FINALLY FRIDAY! Hehe, busy weekend, if everything works out how it's supposed to. I love meeting new people. (:


Magic Carpet Ride - Ja Woo Rim *heart*

strangers

I used to be so scared when I was waiting for the bus, and random people came up to me and started talking. Not scared, more like paranoid. "Omg they're gonna follow me home and rape me." "Omg, there's hardly anyone here, they're gonna kidnap me." "Omg they probably have a car around the corner, and they're trying to get me to get in." Yeah, you get the point. But it was so weird today, I was waiting for the bus and this guy comes up to me, and strikes up a conversation. He was those typical..."scary looking people", so I was surprised when I felt pretty at ease. He started telling me about some other girl 10 minutes earlier that just totally ignored him, ahahaha. But anyways, it was pretty awesome. We talked about all kinds of things, and turns out he's 25 o_o Yeah that's where it got kinda awkward, but ahahaha. Interesting night, I hope all my bus rides are like this! :) "I was hoping 18..aww." LOL :D

damnnn

And now I feel so stupid!!
I could've sworn we connected.
...I think.

knottttts

Ahhh, hehhe :)

It was really fun!! The monsters weren't scary, it was just REALLY SURPRISING. Which I guess is kinda the same thing huh.. LOL. But the mazes..freaky. T^T And selling our "extra ticket" for $15, finding out that we kept the receipt (which looks like a ticket), and buying another one for full price. YIPEE! Haha, it was a funnnnn assss day, and I hope I can go again :D


SHIZ SHIZ SHIZ IMMA STOP THINKING OF RIDICULOUS POSSIBILITIES