she smashed

Her rearview mirror,
cus starting today, she wasn't looking back.

Oh how I want to folllow this quote ! But sometimes, it's just so hard to let go of the past. You still wanna live in all of the good times, and the good people. But I guess the harsh reality that no one wants to see is that, time always moves. It doesn't stop for anyone. If something's over, it's over, you can never have the same thing again. So why do we, so stupidly, try to hold onto our past ? Shouldn't we work hard towards the future, and make the best of what we have ? I don't know, I'm one of those "oh I'll just live in the past" type of people. It's just so much easier than facing the future obstacles. The past was so good, almost like a dream. That one quote is so true,

"When we're young all we wanna do it grow up.
Now that we're old, all we wanna do is grow young."

GODDDD. I know I'm not old, far from it, but I already wanna go back to the care-free days. Where we literally played with the neighborhood kids. It was so safe; emotionally, financially, physically, and more. There were no cares. I mean sure, we had to do our nightly fraction homework, but compared to these days, that was nothing. Then we'd go out and play soccer or rollerblade or just talk with our friends. And honestly, back then, no one cared how you looked. No one cared if you were rich, or poor, or looked at the way you dressed. Everyone was just... friends. But now it's so complicated... friends with benefits, single but unavailable, go out break up go out break up go out break up, rebound, replacement, oh god. OH GOD. I seriously wish I could go back to relive it. My biggest worry was getting a glass piece into my foot. -_-x Riding bikes, rollerblading, Yu-Gi-Oh cards, Pokemon, scooters, chips, sleepovers, neopets, cartoonetwork, oh my gosh ! Those were the good days ! These days, things are overly complicated. You need to watch what you say, think before you speak, study your surroundings and blend in. Well, I guess that's my rant for today, since I feel the same way. Sometimes I wish I could just be like those people that REALLY don't care about what others think about them. I'm constantly "checking myself out" to see if I'm "acceptable". I'm constantly, constantly, constantly comparing myself to others. Sheesh. I should just be thankful for what I have.

Well, I could probably talk about this subject for hours & hours. But I'll just stop here, becuase I'm getting tired of typing. Well I hope everyone else is doing well o_O; BYE !