THIRTY EIGHT

more days of school. FINALLY.
and in the word finally, is final(s).
UGHHH, i hate studying
which is why i probably won't o_o
no ap classes next yearr! 'cept calc cus i have to -_-
hopefully my schedule will look a little like this

summer: weight training ---> failed first semester of pe

classes; honors us, honors eng, honors physics, ap clac, computer, korean 1 for non heritage (LOL, yes i am in korean 3 for heritage. but i REALLY need an easy class next year, so my mother will atleast see one A. -_- or maybe 2, depending on computer)

you know sometimes, i feel lazy and stupid compared to all the other kids taking ap's for college. but my plan is to go to a community college for 1 year, and trasnfer! i don't care if anyone thinks it's stupid, but that's how i see my near future mapped out. and plus i save money, teehee. who's with me?! (= i see like freaking 10th graders studying for SAT's! well actually.. that makes sense o_o but i also see people studying for ap exams, and even regular classes. sometimes i wish i had motivation like that. i'm at home right now, sitting on a chapter worth of notes and 2 outlines to finish. grrrrrreat. and i have a C in apwh, and i'm pretty sure it will go down to a D/F after finals, since i know nothing. why has God given me such a crappy memory? i don't remember anything from the Foundations period, nor the... whatever other periods there are. byzantine empire? ottoman empire? they're like sitting in my head, but idk about any of them. can't wait for summmmer, minus the weather. hope everyone else is doing swell! (=