sigh

if someone likes you, and you like someone
do you have to match your feelings with them?
do you have to say sorry for things that weren't your fault?
do you have to try hard to respond to single answers?
do you have to like that person more than they like you?
DO YOU HAVE TO TO TRY YOUR FUCKING BEST TO CREATE SOME KIND OF CONNECTION BETWEEN YOU TWO, WHEN THE OTHER SIDE DOESN'T DO THE SAME?


don't make someone a priority,
when all you are to them is an option.

fml x 1000

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this always makes me feel better.
stephanie's 25 random facts! haha, love you stephanie. <3

1. I once pushed my friend off a fence while he was trying to jump of a fence and he fell and fractured his collarbone. My parents had to pay for his x-ray stuff.

2. When my brother and i were younger and slept in the same room, we once stayed up trying to figure out a name for a pillow. We named it Chubby and we still have it:]

3.When i was younger, my brother accidentally stabbed me with a pencil below the shoulder. i still have the pencil mark in my skin.

4. When we were younger, my brother hated cold medicine, so i secretly ate it for him.

5. I had glasses since kindergarten. So, my eyes are terrible. my left eye is -9.00 and my right eye is -8.25.

6. in 3rd grade i cried when the class hamster died.

7. I use to play bloody knuckles a lot, so my right pinky knuckle is internally bruised.

8. I used to love blue and i would fight with brother for which was the better color, blue or green. So, we asked our mom and she said green and i was so sad, i think i almost cried.

9. i think most of you know this one, but when i was in elementary school, my mom would force me to wear a dress to school but i didnt want to. So, my mom wouldnt let me go to school until i wore it.

10. i can wiggle my ears

11. my dad once accidentally left me at El Pollo Loco, so i had to run home. By the time i got home, he had gone back. Later he told me that he was talking to me and when i didnt respond, he checked behind both seats and realized he had forgotten me.

12. I once got hit on the head by a car door. My dad was late in picking me up and someone was waiting for me, so i felt bad. When my dad came i opened the door with all my might and was like DAD! Why we--, and the car door came back fast and hit me on the head. Joanne Kwak and Hannah lee were there and remember joanne crying cause she was laughing so hard.

13. The longest i didnt shower for was at Flood LA '05. It was 5 days.

14. i have scoliosis and i use to wear a brace. and i would let the guys punch me on the stomach. i dont know why but they wanted to

15. The longest i have peed for is about 40 sec

16. When i was little, i was scared to ride a ship after titanic, so my mom had to stay behind while my dad and brother rode on a ship.

17. In elementary school, i would not eat lunch and save my $1. By the end of the school year, i would have lots of money in ones.

18. I have almost drowned twice in my life. First, when i was little at the beach and i couldnt swim. i remember drinking a lot of sea water. it tasted baddddd, and the other was from trying to save a friend/

19. I use to have a lobster as a pet.One of my mom's customer randomly gave it to her. I thought that was pretty funny.

20. i have a kind of big scar on my left hand from playing a game where you have to name a person starting with letter A-Z, while a person scratches your hand.

21. i think my first alcohol was when i was over my friends house and i asked for a drink and she gave me barley water. After i tasted it, i told her it taste like apple juice. after she tried it she said because it is alcohol.

22. I once wore 10 layers of tshirts to school, cause someone dared me to.

23. I collect business cards. i like to remember the places i've gone to.

24. When i was younger, i wanted to know what it felt like to touch the spikes of a cactus, so i tried it. Even if i barely touched it, it hurt like crazy.