there's a girl,

who always has to be within the mold
because she can't think for herself
who always wants to fit in,
but can't because the others are already gossiping with their own cliques
she tries hard and is nice to everyone
but seems like everyone already has a friend or two
is it her, or is everyone else sticking to their molds?
there's a girl that is always too afraid to leave her comfort zone
and she wonders if she did, what could've happened?
she's always so worried about the future,
that she doesn't see the present.
she's so judgemental and discriminating,
that she slams the door in the face of oppurtunity before she's even seen it.
there's a girl, who just has so much shit inside of her
but on the outside, she's okay. hell, she's fine
but really, she's burning up in all of her problems,
and everyone standing around has a bucket of water
but they don't realize she's burning
instead they use the water on their friends, who don't need help
and she just screams out, but no one can hear
she wonders, why? why is this world so screwed up?
all she ever wanted to do was make some good friends,
and now even her bestfriends are leaving her out
one says she's your bestfriend, but isn't. she doesn't care about you at all actually
the second and third obviously hang out a lot
and don't even invite you, and only invite you when you call
all she ever wanted to do was fall in love with the perfect guy
but everytime a chance came, she couldn't see it
because she chose to look the other way
and she knows she'll regret it in the future,
but she does it anyway.
all she ever wanted was for her family to be happy
but that's impossible because this world is so fucking discriminating
and there are monsters, out to eat you at every chance
she's tired of the way people see her.
she's fucking sick and fed up with the way people treat her
why? why does everyone have this little mold
and only they fit into it, why?
and that one girl, who always wants to ruin everyone
she's so mean, and such a bitch, but she has so much friends
and i envy her sometimes
because she has everything, and i have nothing
so is this the world trying to teach me a lesson?
that i have to be like her to succeed?
because then i'd rather die.

so there's this girl
and all she wanted to do was live an average life
but all she got was a hellhole
she wasn't even mean, she was in fact very nice
but everyone else was so fucking asorbed in their own molds,
they didn't want to accept this girl
and now, she'll grow up to be a fucking superstar
and when she's signing autographs for them,
she'll go right up to them, and say "remember me?
the girl you always left out? well now, you're burning.
oh yeah, and i have a bucket of water right here
and i'm not even gonna help."
and they may think she's crazy, but she'll know.

there's a girl,
who would do anything if she could just get things her way.
anything, for real friends
anything, for her mom's happiness
anything, for that attractive attitude
and most of all, even if she doesn't think about it,
she'd do anything and more for that one guy to notice her.