and so it begins

the same old thing over and over
i really do wonder sometimes though
why doesn't he notice me?
i feel like he likes me sometimes
but other times i feel so disconnected
is he leading me on? does he like me?
i wish i could have answers
it's been so long, can't bear it anymore
it feels like yesterday didn't happen

it sucks not being appreciated for the things you do
i mean you help someone, and they don't even reply
does it take a minute to write "thanks"?
although it should be more then that if it's everyday
i hate bossy people, and people who expect you to give them things, and they don't even thank you. i mean, it's my hard work, wtf? and wooow, today was seriously like ugh. it may not have been a big thing, but to me it was. after i told him how i wanted everything, and i told you how i wanted it, you seriously have the nerve to go and change it? i mean, i picked it first okay. and you tell him to change, and on top of that i'm somewhere totally different. and you just want it for it's benefits. just so you can do well on tests, well maybe you should try something called studying. then maybe you could call your life halfway decent. would you even want to give your work to someone if instead of "can i copy your homework? please?" they say "hey gimme your homework." like what the fuckkkk, i seirously hate those kind of people. and after you're finished, you just toss it back like it's trash? have a little respect, you bitch



& why are my posts getting so long!
gosh, i am a drama Queen o_o