I've always thought that there was a certain group of girls who were stupidly stupid. The kind of girls that take abuse from their "lover", and make excuses for them. "He loves me, I know it." "It was my fault." "I don't want him to leave me." I always thought, stupid idiotic girls. Can't you see he's hurting you? In whatever twisted way you see it, you can't truly say he loves you. You can't truly believe he's sorry. But now, I've come to understand just 0.0000001% of their feelings. Not being beaten physically, but mentally. Even as you continue to hurt me in little ways, I still only see you. Why is this? I've tried to ignore you, but just as I'm about to forget about you, you come back and bring color into my life. (Stick with me, people, I know this is getting cheesy.) I'm not saying I support all girls that get abused and stick through it, I'm just saying I may understand a little bit of what they're feeling. Because no matter how much they get beaten, they probably think, "Oh he's still with me. He hasn't left me. He still loves me. I still love him." But this can never truly be a relationship.. so I guess my lesson for today is... I don't have one. But I guess I can be cool, and say this is an ambiguous ending. So why don't you figure it out yourself. :)
BTW, I know this is pretty randumb, but I'm so addicted to old songs. They're so nice and...not so mainstream. Take a listen :)
1 2 3 4 - Plain White T's
Story of a Girl - Nine Days
Almost - Tamia
No Playaz - Angie Martinez
I'm Yours - Jason Mraz
Geek in the Pink - Jason Mraz
Dictionary - Gabe Bondoc
Gentlement Don't - Gabe Bondoc
Wine Red - The Hush Sound
Collide - Howie Day
The World's Greatest - R. Kelly
The Curse of Curves - Cute Is What We Aim For
100 Years - Five for Fighting
Face Down - The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
Last Christmas - Jimmy Eat World
Kiss Me - Sixpence None the Richer
Okay.. so the list got a little out of hand. But this is the list that I'll probably never get tired of. The songs I listen to daily. :)
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