bye, weekends

I love being busy during the summer :) Bresee Mon-Fri, which by the way, has helped me meet some great people! And then church/friends on the weekends... summer's definitely not the way I pictured it. I thought I would be at home (like last summer), doing computer all day, eating, shitting, sleeping! I even refused a few offers to go out (last summer) because I just didn't feel like it. But seriously, this summer, I'm really meeting some people that have changed how I look at others. You know the whole, don't judge a book by its' cover. But you and I have to admit, we do it occasionally. More so for me. I'd see a person that looks like a typical gangster, and I'd be frightened! But when we shared a few words, the fear went away. And I felt the same way for the people at Bresee. The neighborhood is kind of bleh, and I hardly knew anyone, so I was intimidated. But I saw, they were human too :) That didn't come out how I wanted it to come out... so hopefully you understand what I'm trying to say. But yeah, they turned out to be AWESOME PEOPLE :D Teehee. And I guess I wanna thank them, becuase a lot of the stereotypes I had in my mind were, and will remain, broken :] I'm really glad that I decided to join this program, because if it wasn't for G4L, I think I would still be a semi-bad person. :)

It hurts to watch you watching someone else...
It hurts to look into your eyes, and see someone else...
It hurts to feel your heart, and know it's beating for someone else...
It hurts to see that everything you do, is for someone else...
IT HURTS.