it "should be"

have you ever felt like something "should be"? like love should be sweet, but once you've experienced it, you know it's not? i kind of have that feeling

anyways, summer's pretttty boring. our retreat is on july2-4 so a lot of adults couldn't come, SO the fee went up to $80.. i honestly think it's ridiculous. D: i'd rather sleep at church, as long as everyone's there to make it an amazing praise night :), but eh. i just don't wanna waste $80 like that :T aaaand, right after that is bresee summer camp! whoohooo, hiking in the wilderness during the summer.. sounds wonderful, no? ahaha, welll~ as you guys should know, my life is prettty boring, so i can't really update o_o, but yeap. that's pretty much it, sadly D: till next time :)