i wish that

i was 75,432,947,289 yrs old.
then i would have all the experience i need
to go through anything.

__;;

omg haha. so i'm home right now, during schooltime. and i get a call from this officer, cus i got my phone stolen a few months ago and i guess he needed to talk to me? idk so i was SO freaked out, like "omg what if he finds out why i'm not at school" and etc..you know? and then he's at my house and he doesn't even ask why i'm not at school, and he doesn't even say anything like "okay get to school safely" or something >_< hahahahaha. i love yesterday and today (= i wrote a whole blog before this about today, but i was soo paranoid that he was gonna investigate my computer and find out i'm ditching, LOLLLL. i have a wild imagination, so yeah i deleted the post and have no intentions of writing it again -_-. but omggg, hahaha. i'm freaking paranoid when it comes to this kinda stuff. well anyways, my new goal is to not get any more absences for period 1. (= and i also i want to be able to wake up on time.. i don't get how people do it! they sleep at like 2am and manage to wake up at 6am. even if i wake up, i'm ALWAYS like five more minutes... which turns into like a gajillion hours. i would have more motivation if my first period wasn't pe. pe's so useless, i could honestly care less if i fail it, which i am. which is why i never go :x but then i'm like ughhh 2nd period's boring, so's 3rd period... might as well stay home! i hope i can change my mindset, cus i don't wanna be taking pe over the summmma! (=